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(Saturday, May 31, 2008-)
+10:04 PM]*
# a dance spirit trapped in a body within.-
a crazy saturday.
movie review below.
*pokepoke*
meow.
i have yet to choose a book for my book report.
and yet to finish my chemistry homework.
i just wanna get up and dance like there's no tomorrow.
man, i realised, i wont be performing much anymore.
just commencements left.
:S
man, i do wanna join the school production, but then again; i dont think i'll be allowed.
and watching the sytycd aussie dancers inspire me more.
vanessa sew hoy.
jack chambers.
ah, i wish i could dance, not technically, but just fun.
ballet is a wee bit too technical to enjoy fully.
maybe ballroom.
i needa pick up ballroom.
:P
and i hope i can dance as well as these guys someday.
lol.
everytime i see them dance, it changes my view on my future.
yes, i should just be a professional dancer after all.
i think i can be trained.
think.
freestyle.
<3
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+7:27 PM]*
# prince caspian.-
its all my personal opinion.
don't get bugged.
i just watched prince caspian.
lol.

i liked it.
except it didn't even follow the book.more action packed, more fighting scenes, little meaning to it which was in the book.
completely actioned packed, although a bit too long for me.
its better than the book.actionwise perfect. :D
i thought it was good.
:)
it was different, and the pensieves look like 5 years older compared to the first movie.
man, i hope
voyage of the dawn treader is better and follows the book puh-leaseee.
dawn treader is a really well-written book.
prince caspian wasn't really...
sadly, susan and peter aint gonna be making an appearance for this one.
unless they change the entire storyline. :X
"In steering the film closer to his own vision, director Adamson steers it away from C.S. Lewis's, and so it loses some of the book's core spiritual themes."
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(Friday, May 30, 2008-)
+10:41 AM]*
# lab moments.-
a post outta boredom?
hahaha.
yes, its chemistry now.
:P

lab mate.

boring lahhh.

pouring H
2O.

magnesium, just dissolve lahhhh.

hah. charis failed taking a picture.
oh look, its still not done.
eeeyeerrrr.
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(Thursday, May 29, 2008-)
+11:12 PM]*
# the whole world stops to listen.-
i could add more.
but nah.
these are the best.
yes, i'm in love with the contemporary routine by vanessa and jack.
and jack is awesomely awesome.
and graeme is adorable. XD

an end to my super dance-ass post.
btw, go watch it on youtube.
its awesome.
:D
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(Wednesday, May 28, 2008-)
+9:11 PM]*
# say it again.-
currently thinking on whether i should stand up for my own rights.
power is powerful. status is powerful. i am yet powerless.
sometimes i wonder if my voice would actually make a difference.time flies like it never lasted.
its another month or so, and i'll be schooling in an oil palm estate.
i love my class to bits.
lol.
we ate rocky in class. strawberry flavoured. kien meng's rocky stickos.
and the master class. james, a simple retard. all for a stress ball. lousy. :P
yes guys, we will remember,
' el constipato '
[inside joke]
what will i do alone and isolated miles away from you guys?
yes, i'll be missing you. :D
`yes, its freedom i long for.
The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there`s a voice inside my heart that`s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time
Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder
Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again
Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there`s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life
Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder
Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love
And it feels like it`s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name
Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again
When you tell me you`re in love�
Say it again.
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(Tuesday, May 27, 2008-)
+9:27 PM]*
# of animation and musical notes.-
facing the tests, add math was pretty easy.
*touch wood*
hope i don’t flunk it.
we had some talk by some animation guy today after add math.
and we had some music master class too.
the last performance by julie and leon was great.
and the mcee said to sing along.
all hell broke loose.
the class nearly died listening to abel’s voice.
and he still hasn’t stopped singing somewhere over the rainbow.
anyway, in the hall, i sat with sugee, edward, jun jet, and abel at the back of the hall.
our plan to skip the master class failed.
discovered by khong fwu.
we hid in the aer class, but still, he found us.
after loads of talking, we gave up.
pshhhh.
prefects have loadsa power.
and i used to be one.
i was trying to study reproduction in biology.
edward’s an ass.
i quote edward’s lousiness;
“its [reproduction] is easy to do, but hard to study”
wth.
I LOVE MY CRAZY CLASS.
i realized how little time i have left in cempaka.
sobsobsob.
please tawan cruises challenge be enough.
*fingers crossed*
yes lahh.
phuket update is really graphical.
:D
so it'll take a while.
be patient lahh.
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(Monday, May 26, 2008-)
+9:39 PM]*
# test stress.-
i just remembered i have add math tomorrow.
zomg.
die lah.
i have to go recover my binomial expainsion skills, and tigo.
gahhhh.
phuket update soon.
with LOADS of pictures.
:D
i'll put one here.
for the fun of it.
courtesy of leanne su min mohan.
:D

patong beach.
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(Friday, May 23, 2008-)
+10:17 PM]*
# feeling the phuket breeze.-
i'm in phuket now.
heeeheee.
the meet i've always been waiting for.
i'm so hoping to bring something back from phuket.
this place is awesome.
leanne's villa is complete with everything.
pictures will come tomorrow.
i forgot to bring my macbook charger, so i'm kinda stuck with 5 hours of battery left.
yes, i'm on the villa laptop.
a complete update after i'm done with this entire meet.
i took loadsa pictures, cherishing every single moment (literally) in phuket.
:D
bye, lovess.
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(Thursday, May 22, 2008-)
+9:12 PM]*
# just a day left.-
phuket tomorrow!
i'm getting so hyped up.
i went to school, and all i did was watch victoria's secret.
FAB zuly :D
okay, i am being super positive.
i will so go to phuket and bring back a medal at LEAST.
with all best times mind you.
i will so post in phuket.
kays, i'm off!
loves.
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(Wednesday, May 21, 2008-)
+11:04 PM]*
# supercalifragelisticexpealidocious.-
" supercalifragelisticexpealidocious;
is a stupid word,
made in a stupid movie,
sung by a stupid woman,
in a stupid song. "
mr bailey
lousy day.
i need to know how to flick my tie so it hurts.
it was funny, seeing james and edward trying to beat abel up with ties.
boys.
goodness, my toes hurt.
pointes.
at least me getting better.
:D
phuket, i'm coming. :)
[please no tsunami or earthquakes;PLEASE]
:P
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(Monday, May 19, 2008-)
+9:53 PM]*
# wesakkkkkk!-
yay!
freaking finished our physics project!
ameli; leon; zuly; izzy.
wind energy.
we built a model which uses wind energy from an electrical powered fan to move another stationary fan to move the dynamo to light the light bulb.
okay, if that didnt make sense, forget it.
leon’s house is like super huge.
and his maid makes the awesomest spaghetti and fried chicken.
we worked up a dynamo and a fan and a light bulb.
its so awesome.
zuly and me were so jakun.
and zuly was super obsessed with the puzzle.
HAHAHAHA.
okay, watching so you think you can dance australia.
i loooooveeee.
that's it.
forget medicine, i'll be a dancer.
LAWL.
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(Sunday, May 18, 2008-)
+3:19 PM]*
# unfold.-
marie digby is awesome!
:P
youth service was so awesome.
we had some people from texas for praise and worship.
andtheyweresoawesomeican’tusewordstoexplainhowawesometheywere.too bad i didn’t take any pictures, but others did.
don’t think i’ll be getting them.
ah well.
:P
i signed up to be a
server in church.
heeeeeh.
finally i get to do something in church.
since i have absolutely no time to join the church choir.
anyway, we practiced singing for next weeks service a wee bit.
and thats when i remembered i’ll be in phuket next week.

and i gotta remind myself to go for
cf in school on fridays.
i skipped this week, for i-dont-know-what-reason.
how bimbotic of me.
and i cant go next week because i’ll be in a plane off to phuket at that time.
i need some time to breathe in my super squished up timetable.
genius. i have to stop swearing/cursing and everything in between.
so i’ve put myself on a bet with myself. like what the
hell world.
if i curse/swear more than 3 times a day, i’d have to eat a cucumber.*points at profile*
LAWL.
and i guess i won’t be going for gold expedition after all.
no matter how much i want to.
studies do come first.
i’ve been praying for something to happen, but i guess i’ll end up just going for silver diving.
gold; kinabalu, i’ll have to miss. :’(
hopefully i get to go before i start working.
*maybe if i work in cempaka as a sports teacher next next year after year 11s, but then again i’ll be in college me thinks. ah well. its so going to be on my wishlist*&&i want a camera of my own for phuket!
heh.
random.
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(Saturday, May 17, 2008-)
+7:48 PM]*
# i'm not that girl.-
TAGGED BY BERNARDYYYYY* One of
the funniest. ;P
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?Me and You.2.How would you describe yourself?Saturday.3.What do you like in a guy?Tied Together With A Smile.4.How do you feel today?Makes Me Wonder.5.What is your life's purpose?SOS.6.What is your motto?Savin' Me.7. What do your friends think of you?Serious.8.What do you think of your parents?Inside Your Heaven.9.What do you think about very often?Popular.10.What is 2 + 2?Bounce.11.What do you think of your best friend?If Everyone Cared.12.What do you think of the person you like?I'll Be There for You.13.What is your life story?How to Save A Life.14.What do you want to be when you grow up?One Fine Wire. {LOL}
15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?Glamourous.16.What will you dance to at your wedding?Girls like Me by Kellie Pickler.17.What will they play at your funeral?Breathless by The Corrs.18.What is your hobby/interest?Dancing.19.What is your biggest fear?Sugar We're Going Down.20.What is your biggest secret?That Thing You Do.21.What do you think of your friends?No Air.22.What will you post this as?I'm Not That Girl.23.What song would you play during your first time having sex?My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne.I tag:-Whosoever reads this post. :P
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+12:52 PM]*
# " oh look! she died. "-
i just cant push myself to swim anymore.
my arms and legs decided to give up on me today.
joyous.
that's it lah.
putu mayam is on my awesome food list now.
LOL.
yes, i love food.
so that's not an explanation for my skinny body.
eheh.
i can't go for gold.
why?
well, i din register.
hopefully coach can help.
unless he wants me to continue training.
oh well.
ballet and jazz killed.
my feet are so sore now.
i'm starting to think i am mad after all.
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(Friday, May 16, 2008-)
+8:51 PM]*
# a flaw in the plan.-
i need a new body.
one without medical problems.
my lousy digestive system.
i keep missing my training sessions, and i hate it.
the assembly was my first in green!
and the performances were so cute and awesome.
i’m finally catching up on my school life, and finding myself really far behind on the world.
teacher’s day lunch was cool i guess.
i didn’t join in.
my reasons.
i think i should just fade away from the face of the earth.
no one would ever notice would they?
not like anyone does now anyway.
i couldn’t go for cf.
i wanted to train.
and i regret not going.
another attack, making it the third time its happened in school.
penny and ee von, you guys are my lifesavers.
really.
i’m glad there are pals out there i can trust.

coach nataliya! :D
you’ve changed.
i prefered the old you.
i guess i finally know who my friends really are.
and i’m glad i found out.
no more taking advantage of me now.
i can’t even believe you did.
well, its your loss.
not mine.
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(Thursday, May 15, 2008-)
+8:32 PM]*
# diagnosed.-
i'm so upset.
why can't i be normal, living a normal life like all my normal friends out there.
but no, my body has its own will.
kill me, i've been diagnosed, my body's dying anyway.
at least you care.
even if you dont.
i'm glad there are pals out there who actually care.
and i swear i wouldn't be living without you guys today.
i couldn't even train well.
my mind can't stop thinking.
its worse than my first diagnosed mutation months ago.
please Lord, help me.
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(Wednesday, May 14, 2008-)
+8:17 PM]*
# elle-oh-vee.-
wow.
loads of people are so amazed i’ve hung up my black coat.
well, i guess its all for good.
i am starting to miss it all, but hey, i think my sub conscious self would pretty much prefer spending my last few months of cempaka life as a normal student dressed in
grey.
it may just be dehydration after all.
but, my body deserves less stress after all the nonsense i’ve put it through.
yea right.
i could push it further, harder.
but i do care.
even if i don’t always realize my limits.
and i can’t go for gold expedition.
thank you lousy cae.
ballet was so tiring.
so much more tiring than swimming.
at least swimming is repetative.
ballet isn't.
back to books now.
super super doomed for monthlies.
i cant study everything!
we need more free periods business classes :).
i'm so obsessed with
these cute icons.
:3
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(Tuesday, May 13, 2008-)
+7:36 PM]*
# constantly pondering.-

- sigh.
guess i'm obsessively bored.
come on, where are you.
- Main Entry:
- 1swim
- Function:
- verb
- Inflected Form(s):
- swam \ˈswam\; swum \ˈswəm\; swim·ming
- Etymology:
- Middle English swimmen, from Old English swimman; akin to Old High German swimman to swim
intransitive verb:
1 a: to propel oneself in water by natural means (as movements of the limbs, fins, or tail)
b: to play in the water (as at a beach or swimming pool)
2: to move with a motion like that of swimming : glide swam slowly across the moon>
3 a: to float on a liquid : not sink
b: to surmount difficulties : not go under swim, live or die, survive or perish>
4: to become immersed in or flooded with or as if with a liquid swimming in gravy>
5: to have a floating or reeling appearance or sensation
transitive verb:
1 a: to cross by propelling oneself through water <swim a stream>
b: to execute in swimming
2: to cause to swim or float
—
swim·mer noun
bleh.
i love it, yet it drives me madly insane.
i think i was meant to be a nerd.
skinny person with low fat reserves.
people think i'm mad.
i'm not.
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(Monday, May 12, 2008-)
+8:42 PM]*
# a reasonable decision.-
back in
grey.
it never felt the same again.
screw my lousy abdominal pains.
its freaking annoying.
okayyyy, busy doing physics.
and add math.
and english.
and chem.
all due
tomorrow.
bleh.
coach is mad.
so what if i dont get a darned scholarship?which reminds me.
congrats tania!she got a scholarship at the JPA thingamabob.
she is awesome.
*all hail tania :P*
okayy, bad pic.
but i likeeee.
:D
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(Sunday, May 11, 2008-)
+5:32 PM]*
# feeling woozy.-

its hard for me to keep talking when i don't know what i should say.
i've been listening to wayyy to many kelly clarkson songs.
yes, she's awesome.
i know.
Behind These Hazel Eyes Seems like just yesterday You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyesits
mother's day.
but i'm still feeling woozy from the blood extraction.
my left hand is malfunctioning.
~
YESSSS LAHHH.
another taggie thing.
whatt?
it's cool.
sometimes.
and in the middle of physics homework.
its
very enlightening.
tagged by tania. Rules:
You have to come up with 8 different points about your perfect guy/girl.
Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
HAVE FUN DOING IT.
1. someone who can bear with my stubborn and never-knowing-my-limit nature and tell me to stop when i start exceeding my limit without knowing so.
2. someone who doesn't complain about unnecessary things in life.
3. someone who is protective but not overprotective.
4. someone who knows his way around every place we go to. (my memory is pathetic, so a little knowledge would help :P )
5. someone who knows the difference between right and wrong.
6. someone who can make me smile even in worst situations.
7. someone who i can talk to and seek refuge.
8. someone who is honest with everything he says.
Here are the 8 people I tag.
Laura :3
Syazzie
Phibs
Farah
Momoko
Bernard
Yeong Shin
Melody
~
lol. bernard. lol.

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(Saturday, May 10, 2008-)
+10:29 AM]*
# blue ribbon child campaign.-
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(Friday, May 9, 2008-)
+9:23 PM]*
# stomach cramps.-
lets forget that today ever happened.
it was a bad day.
and i wish it had never ever happened ever.
my stomach just started cramping up, causing superly unbearable pain. and i thought it would go away, but i couldn't even walk. i tried to get up, but i couldn't. i just sat on the floor in the corner of the hall waiting for it to subside. but it didn't. it got worse. alot worse. and i could do nothing but hold my stomach in pain. it hurt so badly, i wanted to go home. i don't remember much, but i know everyone was crowding around me and abel carried me to the sick bay, and i heard the nurse's voice. the next thing i knew was that i was at the sick bay, crying in pain. my body started cramping up. and i heard dr.rizal's voice. i simply nodded and shook my head when asked questions. then, i was moved into a car. before i knew it, i was at the hospital; still in utmost pain. i was lying on a hospital bed trying to hold back my tears. i couldn't feel my entire body, and i remember the doctor asking for a blood test and injections and a urine test. i screamed. i hate injections. there was no way they were getting any access to my blood. i was cramped up, and the nurses kept asking me for my urine to test since i rejected the blood test. i was in pain, i wanted to give it to them. i just couldn't bring myself to do so. so i had to wait til the cramp wore off. and then i gave them my stinking urine. my dad came, and i was forced to take a blood test. this one was different, it was like on my hand. the doctor took it twice. she shoved a branula into me. it stayed there and out of panic, i screamed. yes, i hate needles that much. so i lay there. it seemed like hours, but it was merely thirty minutes. and then the doctor came in. the blood test results were good. what a relief. however, doctors dont know what is wrong with me. this stinks. i'm so problematic. why is my body like this? ugh.

thanks for caring guys.
sugee; ameli; leon; abel; ju ann; bryna; sumitha.
i love you guys to bits.
:D
well yeah.
read it if you want.
but yeah.
i hate today.
tania always makes my day. not exactly related to me, but it was touching all the same.clicks!
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(Tuesday, May 6, 2008-)
+8:56 PM]*
# close to dead.-
a tuesday has never been more tiring.
training in the morning, studies, training in the afternoon.preparation for sukma swimmers, and for me, for the phuket thingamabob.
studies were really brain draining.
chemistry and physics and a bit.
training was
so tough today.
i nearly passed out.
gym was too tough.
it killed all my muscles trying to keep up with coach’s crazy programme.
one set of gym was enough.
but nooo, we did
four.
twice as normal.
geez.
we’re swimmers, not bodybuilders!
even the rugby players dont use the gym as much.and just when i thought the swimming section would be easier, it wasn’t.
sprinting all the way.
i was struggling like some
flatfish in the water.
and i teared.
i couldn’t stand it.
out of all the sports in the world, i had to chose
swimming.
i could have been a cheerleader, a gymnast, a netball player, but heck, i chose
swimming.
pure geniousity.and training starts at 3.45.
wth.
and training is EVERY morning.
we don’t get our wednesday morning breaks.
bleuchh.
17 days to taiwan cruises challenge.
-phuket flying fish swimming club-

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+8:48 PM]*
# more cheerleading and sports day snaps.-
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